right about now, it's pouring. much harder than it has been the past few hours. i luv the sound of rain as it beats against my window and the roof. it's a consistent drumming that's very soothing to me. the only draw back is that there's a drain pipe right next to my window and it makes an annoying dripping sound of water hitting metal. i luv rain, i luv snow. rain just makes me happy. as if it's cleansing and ridding the earth of all the bad, nasty stuff. it makes me feel alive, energized, and cleansed. ahhhh...of course, more rain for us means more snow, but unfortunately, alot of places closed today. however, last nite, one of my parents' friends, who live up in south lake tahoe, called and said that they have a time share at squaw valley that they hafta use by this week. this WHOLE week would be free for us. squaw's not open, but we can stay there and go to alpine which is staying open till memorial weekend(!). unfortuanetly, i can't miss anymore of my classes and dad's totally booked up for this week. *sigh* i knew it was too good to be true.

stupid chevy ppl. took the burb to the dealer to ask them to take a look under the hood and find out what the deal is. the said nuthin's wrong. my uncle, who has a shop up in sacto came down to the office today for my cousin's check up and he took a look at the burb. he said there is stuff wrong with it and the dealers don't tell you what's wrong with it until it blows and you can't fix it or when it's pass your extended warranty. sheesh...how retarded. so in the mean time, if we hadn't shown my uncle, something could've happened and we could've been in an accident. so my uncle took the burb back up to his place and we got his land rover...whoohooo...it's pretty cool.

derek, i'm disappointed, but that doesn't mean i don't luv you or support you. i just don't want anything to happen to you, please don't do anything that will make you regret stuff even more...i pray for you every nite.

4 weeks of school left. ughhhhhh...don't get me wrong, i'm excited about it, but with that comes MORE pressue. it's funnee, i couldn't understand why all of a sudden i had such an unusual amount of hw and now i know why...semester is gonna end soon!! grrrrrrrrr. so i guess the 3 am bedtimes are gonna be a lil more common now. *sigh*