hmmm...been awhile since i've blogged. just been busy busy busy w/ work and everything. nuthin much really going on. just trying to get stuff done for the wedding that's in a few weeks. got over one last weekend. oooo boy...didn't realize i'd be helping out THAT much. i was just told to help jeff w/ smoothies...ended up decorating the church, reception hall, helping w/ food, drinks, AND smoothies. my feet were killing me.

went to the giants/a's game afterwards. pretty exciting cuz the giants won..wooo! =)

k...i'm going to ramble for a bit...don't read if you know you're gonna get bored w/ me ;) just giving you a fair warning...hahahahhahaa...i feel like a friend and i are losing touch. ok, well, maybe not losing touch...but...hmmm...i feel like i've done something horribly wrong that i'm not even aware of. and instead of confronting me about it, they've decided to slowly step back from our friendship. i don't know if this is true, maybe i'm seeing something that isnt even so. in any case, i feel like this person is slowly pulling away from me. and anything i do or say displeases them and there's nothing i can do to right the situation. i feel helpless. and i don't want to bring it up with them, cuz there is a great possibility that there really is nothing wrong and i'm totally reading it wrong. i'm not sure. i just know that right now, i feel...left out..? i guess that's it. i feel like they're "stepping around" me and...*sigh* i dunno. i don't know what's up. i guess the friendship i assumed i had wasn't so. well, this isn't the first time i've read too much into something...aiyah...i hate being so dramatic or whatever over stuff...sheesh