i talked w/ someone today...and they helped me put my mind at some ease. i just wanted to clear the air b/t us and it was....they mentioned that sometimes, you just have to give up on stuff and focus on yourself and what's best for you. which i can understand, but it seems sort of selfish. i know that i can't be running in 3 million places at once and if i start to feel bad or guilty then i should really think about why i'm doing what i'm doing. so i felt a lil better after our lil chat. i was on the verge of tears, for, i don't know why. during the process of aging, i have become more sentimental...weird and i don't exactly like it.

i'm still unsure of the other 1/2 of my decision i need to make. well, i basically said i decided on it, but the way things look, i'm UNdecided...*sigh* so yeah, prayer needed for michy...along w/ everyone else i know who's going through crap right now--drama, heartache, frustration, etc



woooo! cal won! giants won! stupid saturday classes makin me miss all the good games...