right about now, life sux. so many of my friends are going thru hard times. soooo many. i try to be a friend and be there for them, be a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, a sounding board to vent to, and someone who tries to give sound advice. but whenever i offer my thots, opinions or suggestions, it makes things worse. in the end, it makes them hurt more, which is completely opposite of what i want for them. what i want is to be able to have the power to take away any and all pain, the power to change things so that they'll be happy, content, and satisfied. but then again, if i had that power, where would God fit in to the picture? *shakeshead* i don't know what to do any more. i think that from now on, i shouldn't give anyone any "advice" or tell them what i think/feel about the situation. it'd prolly be better for everyone if i did. eeesh, i can make such a mess of things. i will just continue to be the mute friend....hahahahaaha, ok, sorry, didn't mean to be funny at the moment. as i was saying, i'll just continue to be the sounding board and the huge shoulder...


went to FLAX today...oooo! i LUV that store! spent like 2 1/2 hours there. they're having a HUGE sale! up to 80% off till oct 12th! GO!


[trying to think like a 'guy' and just block it from my memory...one shot, didn't get it, so just walk away....trying, trying TRYING]