Saturday, July 03, 2004

I hate hospitals; bad memories. I hate them even more so now. I'm tired of going, not because I have to go, but because it's just so draining for me. I'm tired of being strong and brave. I want to break down, I want to crawl somewhere and cry. I want Derek and Daryl and Christina here. I want someone to envelope me in a big hug and squeeze me tight and make all of this go away. It's not as bad as I probably think it is, but having unknown's is worse.



The highlight of the day: I got to talk to Christina on the phone AND on-line. Gosh I miss her fiercely. Don't ever give up and don't ever settle, dig till you find the answers.

posted by mich at 2:06 AM

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