*sigh* things have just happened so quickly the past few days...first, everything's fine and the next thing i know...i'm scheduled to have laser surgery on friday afternoon. eeks! i noticed this flash of white light in my lower right eye for about the past week or so. i finally told dad about it. i didn't bring it up cuz i thot it was just due to stress or lack of sleep. when i tell him, he drags me down to the office around 8:30/9pm to take a look at it. he tells me i have a torn retina and i hafta see a specialist. so, tues am, i go see the specialist and he tells me i have lil holes in both my eyes and a torn retina in my left. i need surgery asap to fix it or i'll go blind. how crazy is that?!?! so, tomorrow's the biiiggg day...am i scared? noo....not really. i think i'm not that scared cuz i can still see fine. if it had affected [effected??...one of those...lol] my vision already, i'd prolly be more scared...and worried. but it hasn't, i can still see fine and i don't feel anything, so i'm not worried. plus, i know that i'm goin to a really good dr. i think the scary part is that if i DON'T get this done, i could lose my vision. that's the scary part...yeah, that's the scary part. so yups, tomorrow, 3:15, my eyeballs are gonna get zapped. then my vision will be blurry for awhile and after that, hopefully i'll be all better. i'm not gonna have both eyes done tomorrow...the dr said just 1 at a time. depending on how i heal will determine how soon the other 1 will get done. he's not so worried about htat eye tho, cuz it's not as bad...*sigh* thank you to all of you who have called me. i appreciate it! i didn't know that it'd spread so quickly. *eesh!* thnx tho!